25 janeiro, 2008

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Tanto tempo de ausência de palavras neste espaço não significa a ausência de impressões diferentes a cada dia em que nada fora escrito por este quem vos fala. Mas hoje o temor é latente. Trata-se de um medo do desconhecido, do novo, daquilo que surge de forma inesperada na sua frente e deixa qualquer um sem saber para onde correr diante de um troteiro de sensações.

O medo está cara-a-cara. Perigo? Não sei se chega a representá-lo. Mas sinto que é um pulsar feroz aqui dentro, capaz de mobilizar involuntariamente os músculos da face, mesmo num instante de mais aparente calma e conforto.

Esse medo se prolonga a cada olhar perdido no céu e ganha pernas próprias, como as de uma centopéia. Como conseguir dormir à noite? Como lidar com a memória daquilo que eu não quero mais pensar? Vai dar para apagar a luz e deixar o silêncio falar por si? O ressoar do vento seria capaz de abafar as vozes que me tomam a cada madrugada trêmula?

São muitas perguntas que só fazem crescer a agonia deste que, definitivamente, coloca o rabo entre as pernas, como um vira-lata amedrontado, quando se depara com a surpresa, seja ela desagradável ou não. No caso de hoje, não foi agradável aos olhos, tampouco ao coração, que por ora acalenta uma imagem quase sacra do amor. Um amor benzido pelas parcas lágrimas de quem, um dia emocionado, fincou no próprio peito a bandeira da reestréia, do renovo, da re-vida que me foi oferecida pelo acaso.

Mesmo com todo medo, quase transfigurado num pânico, numa angústia ritmada com as batidas do peito, sigo a esperar por seu colo. É o meu único ungüento hoje. Preciso quebrar de vez a imagem que hoje me fora apresentada abruptamente por você. E, por favor: não se esqueça de ceifar de vez as raízes dessa má impressão por mim tomada. Quero continuar a regar suas flores plantadas na terra quebradiça que, por ora, atende pelo nome de meu coração.



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